Getting better everyday

Happy for my "Arima" already!

     Feeling stressed out right now, but you know me (as a figure of speech, of course :) ) so I'm still looking at the bright side. Things are getting better everyday - I might not be able to see or even sense it, but they are! I've been coping with things the easy, feel-good way: Facebook apps, music, and Fanfiction... lots, and lots of Fanfiction. I use Fanfiction mobile formatted by Google (the story chapters get cut off if I don't) and I've found a particularly long, well-written alternate-reality one :) Been totally immersed in it, haha.
      Well, I don't want to type anything negative or unhappy on here so I'll keep it short. I mean, I know for sure that I don't have the worst possible life out there, but it still doesn't ease the pain, you know? And I know I'm supposed to press into God more, but it just feels so hard :'(
      The one thought even now that makes my eyes well up to this day is just that I wish I could have better parents. All I want are just two parents who love me, hold me, and understand me. But it's no use whining, right? :') I'll look forward into the future and do my best to stop looking behind. (And sad music doesn't help either!)


(Btw, with the picture's caption - it's a reference to Kare Kano, haha :) Arima's the guy in the video - it's the ideal romance, haha, and I want one too! :P )




Currently listening to watching: This :)

Kare Kano is the best series EVER! Or at least I'll always love it :3
Current mood: Feeling as though I could cry any second, but still okay :)
Motto of the Minute: "Hang in there - things will be better very soon."
Random fact about me today: I think rabbits (the big ones for sure)are the best pets to have ever. Allow me to give you an example:

Yeah, my rabbit rocks ;) She hopped up there all by herself! And she's so smart and cute -rant trails off-

Sorry, sorry, & and I'm back! Updates galore!

Sorry I haven't posted anything in a long time (over a month!) so as part of the apology, I'll tell you the updates up-front without any fluff :)

What happened to my Summer List from the last post? Oy, it worked out perfectly thank God, but only in what was truly important. There's still time (about three weeks) so there's still time to scramble all the other, less-important things together, right? :P
Okay, here's how things went step by step. (All the "1"s are my comments, haha :) )

1. Truly study my Bible (memorize a TON of verses) and pray daily
1. Uhhh, yeah... It's embarrassing how I didn't stick with that one.
2. Earn college credit
1. WHOO! The BEST, most IMPORTANT part! I got into and completed Summer semester in Chemistry for both the lab AND lecture!  -AIIIIIIIIIIIIII- :D And I got A's in both! Thank God!! All glory be to Him! Now I'm going back in Fall with those credits claimed and done :D I'm so happy and thankful to Him that words cannot even describe it - at least not the ones I know :)
3. Learn how to swim
1. Not YET! But there's still time! I paddled a bit today in a lake with my aunt holding my hands, so I'm definitely making progress, yeah!
4. Learn how to dance (really cool-ly)
1. Definitely got the rhythm :) I can even go close to the floor now without toppling over haha :)
5. Cook a curry dish well
1. Not yet... maybe during the Spring semester I'll take a cooking class for Elective credit? Heheh :3
6. Get into the habit of contacting everyone on a regular basis
1. I did terribly with this one. I'll back into the habit by next week. Someone remind me please? Or maybe I'll put it on my mobile's calendar :) (Oh, random note, I transferred all the pictures from my mobile to my computer for the FIRST TIME - congrats me!)
7. Blog/write a journal entry daily (or at least every other day) 
1. Need I say?
8. Create a song (I'm going to do it one way or another!)
1. Not yet... haven't really been feeling poetic lately, but I'll kick into high gear after Latin :)
9. Learn Trigonometry
1. :S Um... praying, praying, I'll go over it! Yep yep...
10. Go vegetarian and give up processed foods:) Praying that the money works out by then so things work out
1. No comment at the moment :'( 

That's it for now guys! I had a fabulous day - was anging out with my aunt :) It involved lakes, SDHC cards,  and eating out - yahoo! :D

Currently listening to: Breakin' Dishes - Rihanna (it came on while I was going through my Pandora stations and I'm not bothering to change it :P )
Current mood: Somewhat irritated and on edge, but improving with my self-control :)
Motto of the Minute: "Everything's going to work out perfectly" - and it did!
Random fact about me today: Graham crackers are the only food I can binge on without feeling nauseated.