Getting better everyday

Happy for my "Arima" already!

     Feeling stressed out right now, but you know me (as a figure of speech, of course :) ) so I'm still looking at the bright side. Things are getting better everyday - I might not be able to see or even sense it, but they are! I've been coping with things the easy, feel-good way: Facebook apps, music, and Fanfiction... lots, and lots of Fanfiction. I use Fanfiction mobile formatted by Google (the story chapters get cut off if I don't) and I've found a particularly long, well-written alternate-reality one :) Been totally immersed in it, haha.
      Well, I don't want to type anything negative or unhappy on here so I'll keep it short. I mean, I know for sure that I don't have the worst possible life out there, but it still doesn't ease the pain, you know? And I know I'm supposed to press into God more, but it just feels so hard :'(
      The one thought even now that makes my eyes well up to this day is just that I wish I could have better parents. All I want are just two parents who love me, hold me, and understand me. But it's no use whining, right? :') I'll look forward into the future and do my best to stop looking behind. (And sad music doesn't help either!)


(Btw, with the picture's caption - it's a reference to Kare Kano, haha :) Arima's the guy in the video - it's the ideal romance, haha, and I want one too! :P )




Currently listening to watching: This :)

Kare Kano is the best series EVER! Or at least I'll always love it :3
Current mood: Feeling as though I could cry any second, but still okay :)
Motto of the Minute: "Hang in there - things will be better very soon."
Random fact about me today: I think rabbits (the big ones for sure)are the best pets to have ever. Allow me to give you an example:

Yeah, my rabbit rocks ;) She hopped up there all by herself! And she's so smart and cute -rant trails off-